Some asks "Will people change?"
Answer is .. "Yes, they do" I've always thought that the Chinese saying of "人是会变的" is bullshit. Because I always believe that I or the people around me will never change.
But sadly, I'm wrong to actually believe what I once believe. I find myself being different from who I used to be few years back.
I think there's actually pros and cons of changing. For the pros first! I can't really say I'm glad that I actually dare.. (okay, dare is not really the right word to use) will order food from hawker centers now. I used to think the word "mee pok" "ba chor mee" or whatever non-English food name really funny and I'll be really shy to order them. Ya lah, I can hear you gg "wtf??" I know! I don't know what's wrong with me back then! But thinking back, I'm so weird. Lol!
Cons... There's actually so many things that I really hope it'll be just the way it is like in the past. But sadly, it can't and probably will never be the same again. I remember people used to see me as "the girl who's always happy and smiling" but now. I think I'm not really Miss Happy-all-the-time anymore. Maybe I've grown up... or maybe certain things made me who I am now...
To you,
If I were given a chance to start everything over again, I really won't act the way I acted in the past which caused things to change causing us to be different from who we used to be.
Xoxo..